Kertas putih dan seribu ayat dalam dakwat

Macam kosong tapi banyak benda cuma perlu diteroka dan mencari

Tak menarik minat kerana ianya hanya nampak kosong dimata

Bukan difikiran, Bukan diminda, Bukan dihati

Perasaan. Perasaan seperti dibenci dan dipinggir. Ahh, bagus kah perasaan itu? Kalau itu perasaan yang menenangkan kenapa diam? Ianya seperti sesuata yang tidak enak. Bagus lagi ditengah keramaian dan dikelilingi oleh-oleh orang-orang yang tidak dikenali dan tidak ingin mengambil tahu dan hanya memandang dan tidak memikirkan apa-apa dan tidak mentafsir.

Sesuatu yang lebih tenang jika begitu daripada dibenci dengan perasaan enak.

Tak suka menceritakan hanya membiarkan permainan terus berlalu dan permain yang gembira dengan perasaan itu.

Sukar mentafsir adalah sesuatu yang bagus agar tidak dinilai dan tidak di ambil tahu.

Jauh lebih bagus jika sifat suka memerhati dan tidak menilai juga kadangkala mata ini menipu tapi hanya mainan hidupan yang mati dalam sesaat lagi.

Final Exam

Argh, im gonna leave internet for a month. Final exam around the corner, is about 3 weeks frm now i think? Sekejap jee rasa, next year is my turn. Gahh, cam tak caya je and rasa cam tanak amik pon ada gak, rasa terharu plak bila turn kita nak struggle2 ni dah dekat =.=

Aih, tkpelah ni lah baru orang katanya nikmat belajar, asyik nak main je (sapalah yang kata tu =.=)

Btw, Rie already gone for 2 month again, nak berbakti sikit untuk negara dan bangsa. Dah lama sangat mamat tu buat keje jahat.

Are next year gonna be same like this year? I dnt think so, i can feel that our gang gonna separate. Likes, dorang kan dah form4 confirm lah dorang akan masok hostel kan? Hmm, i dont know.

Thats all, tomorrow, the history will start.

Isnt stars are blind?

Semalam, me,dani and peah were walking together, at jalan phrase 3, we went to Biella's house.

So, heres the result :D unfortunately peah wasnt in that picture and dani agak hiding skit lah.

We all together had so much fun and thanks to Cikgu Kalsum for the delicious food :)

While the boys going to Syakib's House me dani and peah walked to Capiq's house (act we take a bus but we lied them :p) and waiting for them at the playground. Then we meet with sis Nadmin, so long not to see her!! :D And omg, Aunt Liza's cuisine were so spicy and delicious of course :)

Esok target umah herry plak :D

Eidulfitri

Dah lama tak update blog =.=

Whatever, btw im gonna say the same thing with danny.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

This is a girl of Samsuddin's Daughter,

This year, Raya was totally different, idk why? Mybe i just lonely because theres only me,qyla and nuqman balik kampung but im happy always :D. hmpphh, now is 4th syawal but its like nothing, theres no people visiting us, we either didnt go anywhere, just stay at home.

Rie is on holiday for one weeks and after this he have to go for two month at Perak . Aghh, im gonna alone again and my hp not the most important things anymore except my dad buy me an iPhone, hehehe (he told me he would ;p)

Well,Well,Well

Duit dah banyak, dah kaya sikit butt nak buat apa eh?

My wish is i really wanted to buy a lomo and my money more than enough to buy it but i think its kinda wasting buying sort of that thing, better i keep that money and use it for something emergency? Hmm, malas nak pikir, buat pakai retainer pon okey jugak at least boleh jadi lawa sikit =.= (perasang)

Sebab Kawan

Dua perkataan untuk tajuk entri memang cukup untuk membuat semua orang mengerti, aku tertanya dan juga cukup risau.
Aku tertanya-tanya adakah mereka berkawan dengan aku kerana sesuatu?
Dan aku juga risau yang mereka akan memikirkan bahawa aku berkawan dengan mereka kerana sesuatu.
Pernyataan dan Persoalan.

Aku punya jawapan untuk persoalan aku sendiri dimana suatu hari,
hari yang benar wujud,
hari dimana tarikh dan waktunya tidak dicatatkan,
aku dan seorang teman (namanya dirahsiakan) berjalan menuju ke suatu tempat

Nysa; Hi,guys. Lama gila tak jumpa you alls!
Teman 1&Teman2; Sebab kau dah lama tak jumpa kiteorang kau kene blanja kteorang makannn! :D:D
Nysa; *TERSEKIMA

Beberapa hari berikutnya,

Teman 2; Nysa, Teman2 cakap kau ni perasaan, dah lah tak lawa pastu nak mengaku BF orang plak
Nysa; Huh??? Apekahhh???

Sedikit sebanyak cerita pendek yang boleh aku lampirkan pada entri aku kali ini dan mungkin ini jawapan bagi mereka berkawan dengan aku. Mungkin kau boleh jumpa 3 jawapan pada dialog diatas;

1. Teman 1&Teman 2 kawan ngn aku sebab nak aku belanja dia
2. Teman 1 nak malukan aku depan kawan aku yang lain
3. Teman 2 nak buat onar antara aku dan Teman 1

Hmm, entahlah manusia,andai saja Tuhan memberi aku kuasa untuk membaca minda dan hati orang .

Dan aku risau tentang seseorang, seseorang yang baik dengan aku, seringkali tegur aku di Myspace dan bertanya khabar,
aku bukan tak layan dia tapi internet aku ni kadang-kdang bongok sikit asyik DC tak pon slow
jadi tak kesempatan nak reply kadang-kadang, dia ni dikalangan orang TV tapi tak berapa popular tapi pernah lah kuar TV dan berketurunan orang TV
Apakah mungkin dia memikirkan aku berkawan dengannya sebab dia orang TV?
Jawapan dari hati aku sedah tentulah sekali tidak! Aku tak suka kawan orang kerana sebab tapi kalau tak kawan ada sebab tu sukalah, paham tak? :D
For kawan ku yang orang TV tuh, harap-harap kau baca yang aku ni suka sangat bila kau tegur aku and video-video kau tu semua comel include your voice merdu-mayang gila. :D:D hihi

What The Hell?

Tadi aku baru je gi usha blog fayz, kalau ari-ari aku gi usha blog dia sebelum makan mesti aku kurus en? tak caya gi la usya :D
http://muhdfayz.blogspot.com

Nak diikutkan dah lama aku tak update blog sebab aku rasa macam takde benda yang perlu ditulis atau dikongsi, tapi tadi aku baca blog Ulii
Aku tgk member dia tapi aku rasa bukan membe dia je, orang lain pun sama
memang tak boleh terima hakikat yang melayu dengan cina, melayu dengan india, cina dengan india berkawan tapi hidup sebumbung boleh plak en? (bagi yang duduk apartment lah)
Err, apa guna kalau dah duduk satu negara tapi tak boleh terima bangsa lain.
Aku pun kawan dengan Indian what? Kalau dani tak datang aku tak pernah rasa sunyi,
I mean bukan dani sorang je member aku dalam class tu, Divyan,Elanggoh,Ganesan,Darrien Ray,Priteep slalu teman aku. Dorang ni memang jahat tak ingat lah, tapi kalau highest for SEJ,SC , MATH and so on mesti jatuh kat tangan dorang so come on lah weh melayu nak cakap india ni busuk lah apelah, habis kau tu baik sangat ke? Minum arak, dating bulan puasa, ambik dadah, smoking, imean kau tu wangi sangat ke?? Angkat ketiak bau sendiri lah, dont be too racist la men!
Takde salahnya cuma melayu ni bajet bagus je, konon lah darjat Melayu ni bagus sikit dari lain padahal sama je, kita manusia, takde beza. Please lah weh, open your mind wider, dont let the racers conquers mind.

Selamam,

Semalam,
Birthday emir, aku lupa nak bawak present untok dia, dia tak sihat, nampak sgt muka dia, kalau tak dia selalu kacau orang, btw Happy Birthday :)
aku and dani pegi extra class cikgu aisyah balik pukol 4 lepak umah capiq jap , dia ada kucing nama dia Cek Mek(bukan nama sebenar), comel jee :D tapi dia nak ngn laki jee,
Dijamin mengatal
Berbekal kan motor, ariff dan hisyam terpacak dihadapan rumah capiq. Kemudian, aku bersama arif serta dani berdansa berlatarkan TamilBeat.Fm dan juga lampu disko berwarna-warni.
Pastu pukul 6 dah nak hujan baru kteorang balik berbekalkan payung Wah Chan serta Eletronik kepunyaan capiq yang besau cam payung orang buat niaga tu. Half way jiran daniah tumpangkan kteorang balik.
Pastu sementara tunggu azan, kteorang tgk youtube somethin yang funny and gay.
dah 7.20 aku tumpang berbuka dengan daniah sebb aku tak puasa pon.

TAMAT

Actress in the rain again =.=

She alone, with a turquoise bottle in her hand, under the umbrella
She acting in evening, that not what she choose
okay im going to dani's house in a rain just for do a revision for math n do my KHB's hw.
I told you, this is really-really insane and crazyyy. okay!
time kelas math td, there some scene in the class that makes me touched
Pn.Aisyah knee was terseliuh and her voice was really in pain i can hear and she cried, i really can see a tear dropping. :(
for PMR&SPM, this week might be a haunted week because they got trial, then good luck! i know u can! :D:D
when i was at dani's house we watched a vid that i recorded when us celeb adam n chapiq's birthday, aww miss that moment. they taiko, when we can lepak like usual like before ha? miss that moment tau! my daily life was nothing with you all!

Raining-Evening

Its raining-evening
she walks alone under the purple umbrella
she's not broken-heart girl
she just do what she likes
having a moment in raining
like a footballer joy playing ball in the rain
her heart just joy and flowering
seeing mushroom all grows up
seeing water flow in the drain like a river
so cold so cozy
now she got a miles
and the rain about to stop
the sun is half wake-up
and what she looking for is finally come out
the rainbow coloring her journey

okay it was me yesterday came back from sofea's house,

R.E.D Falcons ;)

RED FALCONS! FLY UP HIGH!!!!


ahaha, act nothing to say, i just wanted to show off that im the one of FALCONS supporter. Not interesting aite? AHHHH, idiot laa! act, i'm here for looking fer one answer.

What do you thing about yours internet friends, are they can be trusted? Are they deserve to get a tittle "BEST EVER FRIENDS" or "KAWAN SEJATI"
Are they same with your schoolmates or neighbor?
Tell me about them. Danke ;)

Boringg

Untuk pengetahuan engkau, Bukan Fynn Jamal sahaja yang boleh berkata-kata dalam sajak mengunakan bahasa langit, Role Model aku no.2 juga boleh begitu. Zahril Adzmin, member aku ada rekod dia time ni, Bintang Jatuh tk silap, tk dia tak reti masuk youtube, vid pun kurang jelass. Ahhh blog dia, gah ku katakan, dia bagaikan lebih dari bintang-bintang filem KAMI atau MERAH PUTIH kukatakan. Malang tidak berbau,alat penghubung aku untuk mengikuti kisah-kisah di blognya sedang terlantar di hospital dunianya sendiri.Kalau saja deria rasa ku seperti anjing boleh menghidu apakah malang yg bakal menimpa atau nikmat yang menyinari?
Bangga aku dengan nya, bahasa ibunda kita diangkat lalu di pamerkan.
Kebosanan melanda tatkala mataku tidak menatap boleh juga dikatakan karya zahiril adzmin ini.
Kini aku bersendirian dirumah, hanya ada umi,aku dan radio sahaja, yang lain entah ke mana? Kalau saja alat penghubung ke dunia luar itu pulang nanti, aku ku kerjakan kau semati-matiannya! tidakkah kau merindui aku? satu-satunya org yang memberi penyakit kepada kau, Trojan,Involuntary, Stimulate, Cascade, Phoenix, Evil, Proud, Virus 101.
MISS YOU ACER ;(

Idols

Is liar okay those said they don't know a girls was in this picture.

Taylor Swift, great voice, great song, perfect personality. What a lucky girl, i wish i could be like you. You are somethings that can be proud.
1st, i love your song, because your lyric were very direct, u express it, your feeling perhaps? Or u help other people who been through same thing with you but she kinda of shy girl, u help them express it! Yah, im bet theres many girls who have been through all this moment, her secret admire got a better girlfie then them or her secret admire keep talking about the girl that he admire and HE didn't realize that what all he want is always in front of his eyes all the time, but it wasn't me okay! SERIOUS!! But seriously, i love her music and his direct lyric.She whats we want in musical industry.Yesterday i was hate her because her song in Hannah Montana, haha, idk why?=.=
But today, she is my role model. Dear God, i hope i could got a great voice or a creative mind to create a song base what i feels

3 second for the memory

Okay, aku suka sgt tgk picture aku ngan mak aku time kecik-kecik, miss that century. ;(

Okay wishes, what will you ask for if you got 3 wishes?

if me, i wish i could be the richest women of course la kan? hahahah, we can do all of the things with money. Shopping, cars, travel, business and so on.Cakap je nak mini cooper mesti dah ada depan mata. Or villa with swimming pool inside? But how about loves? and friends either?

okay, me second wishes is, i wish i could be geniuswomen ! In malaysia pon is enough laa kan? that time, mesti sume orang tabik aku, cam wow! budak genius,

And my last wishes is i really-really hope that i could be prime minester. Mesti bapak besti gila en, time tu aku nak naikkan harga rokok smpai 3 or 2 kali ganda, and then buat rules untuk sampah, kurangkan harga tiket public transport and for those who fail their SPM korang wajib repeat sampai korang lulus kalau tak, hehehehe aku tak benarkan korang hidup diatas bumi Malaysia sebab apa? kalau korang hidup pon korang nak buat apa? confirm laa korang tkdapat kerje kan? if nak buat business pon aku takkan luluskan lesen korang, hehehee. Pastu, about rasuah, aku tgk government Malaysia cam tak amik serious pasal ni, kalau aku jadi Prime Minester aku buat undang-undang 2 sebatan sapa yang rasuah and reward untuk siapa yang dapat menangkapnyaa. Hahaha, arak,whiski,vodca and so on for non muslim buyer only, hmm but what if the muslim ask their non-muslim friends to buy it for them? Hmmm, its really2 serious, its not easy job. Macam-macam kena layan kerenah masyarakat, belia, pekerja, perniaga. Hmm, i wish i could be the good prime minester one! ;p

the conclusion is.. people i'll never ever satisfact with all what they have now eventhou u're billionaire include me but im not a billionaire

Realize

Okay, havent u heard about this pepatah

"jangan di kejar orang yang kita sayang, sayangilah orang sekeliling"
At first i like was, what the hell? we must fight for what we wants right? Im just realize that we cant get everything what we want not matter way eventho with money.
Let says if u were waiting for guy and not trying to express ur feeling with a sunny and shine words meanwhile theres have another guy that already express his feeling you with a the simplest word. So, which one you prefer?
Yesterday i was dilemma with that situation, but on this second i'm realize that if the guy that come back are you very sure that he really will come to you with your sunny and flowering word ? If you are lucky, he will.
BUT IF YOU'RE NOT?
Huh, just accept that guy with the simplest word with his honest and sincere.
Who know maybe you could be the luckiest person with him? Yah, but how u to accept him if u dont love him. Easy man!
LEARN!
find the best thing about him and try to understand what his interest. Perhaps u both have a chemistry?
How bout me? Idk what the hell way to tell him that i ready for him,i mean im sorry im late, i have to made a right decision to make sure that i am right for you,

Sister's Day Out

yesterday is the last day i went out with my beloved sister and today shes going back to her hostel at JB, i loves my sister! who cares? im just a schlub who express her feeling.We had a great time together. Now is a time that she had to go now to discover more about world, to learn more about people, to spell more about un describe word that she conceal.



P/S; She giving me a pairs of SODA jeans :D