31 December 2008

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HAPPY NEW YEAR


dah masuk tahun baru dah punn. :) .kejap jee.so many things happen last year and it feel like yesterday.
oh 2008 gonna miss the moment. :)
azam aku 2008?cm ade tkde jee.HAHA,aku ponn dah lupe. :p
butt,2008 is the best year ever.
the best damn things in 2008 is
aku berkenalan dgn nadia,adam,arif&shafiq.. :) dia kawan skola aku yg palingg hebat
n bertemu kembali dgn daniah. :) HAHAHA,kawan skola rendah aku yg sekian lama terpisah. :D
itu yg plg aku hrgaii.

soo,aku dah tekad nk buat azam bagusbaguss sikit n nk share ngn org luar.HAHHA


AZAM 2009

1. try to be nice girl
2.diet diet diet diet. hahaha
3.dont want to dissapointed mydaddy again. :(
4. struggle lebih sikitt . (dah makinn bodoh ank adeen ni)

so far ni tu jelaaa.aku harap bole tercapaii.HAHAAHA
semoga tahun ini lebih baik dr tahun lepas.
2008,walaupun sudah berlalu namun takkan lupus dalam kenangan.

28 December 2008

Buddies From Ipoh :)


wapi&syamil



27 Dec 2009 is a day to remember.HAHAHA
thanks for coming dude.u give me the ever wonderful best day!!(haha,karut sikit).
mmg sumpah hngout ngn korang best gila bhaii.lagi best dr sblumm ni. :D
mmg lah penat kene dera,haha.deradera manja. :D
sayang korangg. :)



25 December 2008

Missing.Crying.Jealous.I Love You





if you know how much i miss you?
truly miss you badly sayang!



every night i cry because im too missing you.im confusing too.did you still remember me?
hye,if you hve another better person in your life just say it a word.i dont mind even it hurt.
i wont force you sayang. :) .im just a lil stupido kids.
i'll blessing you.



JEALOUS?of course i am.yah,im so jealous with other loving couple.share anything together.kissing.hugging.sweet things.
can i have that one with you sayang. :(
Mr.F please!



finally,i really love you!
yes i do!

u are my first thought in the morning

and the last of every night

ur the one dats make everything looks like a miracle

the brightness in my live

ur kisses are delight

u really had made me want u more

more than before

sometimes it hurt

when u wanna leaved tonight

sometimes it feel,like theres no way i could hide

my feeling for u

and i thought dat u should stay

now wondering why

that i wanted u to stay

another day,so i can show u

my heart is gray,and crying for u

to cherish me,to comfort me

and i swear to god

that i really,

really love you



NurDiyanahBtMohdRodzi

NurDiyanahBtMohdRodzi



comel kan dia.ppl know her as Nana Luana or NanaIrama. :)
yah,a reason i wrote bout her just wanna to tell the world how proud i am got a friend just like her!
she's understanding me,always be a place for me to share my stupido probs. :D
aha,dia slalu bg aku semangat bile aku ade masalah.
dia slalu bukak mata aku dari dunia khayalan aku.
dia la perempuan paling tabah yg pernah aku jumpe!
ketabahannya melalui liku-liku kehidupan yang palat begitu sahaja. :(
sumpah aku cemburu dgn kau!
kau bolee buat ape yg kau nak.
tapi akuu?aku lemah nana,aku suka nangis. :(
kau jee yang slalu bagi aku spirit untuk terusan kan kehidupan.
aku sayang kau sangat sbb kau sentiasa di sisiku tk kira senang atau susah.
mesti kau tolong aku .
kau kasi aku positive thinking.
bestt sgt!
tktahu cmne nk balas balik budi baik kau.
you are my the most trusted friends! :D
kau sekepala ngn aku!kau buat jahat mcm aku,cara aku!
mcm kakak aku?bole laa tp ni version yg tk suro aku buat keje umah or bebel kat aku.
hahahahaha.
sayang kau yang teramat dan melampauu!
dear god,please dont separate us!
last word is.

I LOVE YOU SAYANG


23 December 2008

Mr.F



HAHA.who is Mr.F?
:D
Mr.F is the only one prince in my heart.am i the princess in your heart?
he's cuties,handsome,awesome,gorgeous and he is everything to me!
HOT?yes he is!
he also colouring my life.make my heart flowering.
i love to hear your voice,i love the way you talk to me even it's not so romantic. :p
i love when u call me on midnight
i love when u tell me about your life story
i love everything about you!
i love when you said "jiwa dan raga you ade dlm hati i"
awww,so sweet!!
i love you more than words n more than myself and more more more!!!
miss you a lot sayang.
now u're getting busy.
dh jarang call i
dah jarang text i
once a week je contact.
miss our phonesex moment.
:(

SUPERDUPERFRIENDS



popcorn.cheyra.nana.lynda.bam.wawa <3
miss you all badly! :(

hi,this is my SUPERDUPERFRIENDS.miss they a lot! :( . so long we disnt hangout together,
our last outing on 18 oct. time KAMI THE GIGS at bukit jalil.
oh gosh,miss that time badly.
where are you all been gone?babes?nape kite semua cam dah berpecah? :(
everytime hangout jee mesti one of us tk bole dtg kan kan?
bile laa we all bole berkumpul mcm dulu.hugging n kissing each other.
omg,miss that part very much.so loneyly without you all la babes!
taknak la berpecahkann?
im truly miss you all badly lah!
loving each other like sisterhood.
things gonna be change without you all.
hope our relationshipp will everlasting and nothing separate us except deadth!

dear god,i hopely this new year celebrating will gather all of us!
aminn.
:(

22 December 2008

stupidolovestory :)

hari tu kita gaduh
saya main main

awak ingat betul-betul

tak tahu nak buat cmne lagii

lantak awaklahh.!emalam kita selisih

saya buat dunno
awak pandang saya
saya buat dunno gak!
degilnya saya

saya nampak awak
saya panggil awak
tapi awak tak pandang
sebab saya panggil dalam hati
bodohnya saya!

awak tegur saya
saya buat dunno
awak tak tahu
betapa happynya saya!

saya dengar
awak dah jatuh cinta
sedihnya saya!

awak keluar tengok wayang
saya pun
tapi awak tak tahu
awak keluar dengan dia
saya tengok jee..


awak call saya
tengah tido lah
saya layan jee

awak cakap awak dah putus
saya senyum sampai ke telinga
awak tak nampak
sebab awak tengah sedih

saya cakap kesiannya
hipokritnya saya!

hari ini bitrhday saya
tapi awak lupa
saya tahu awak bukan sengaja
saya sedih juga
tapi tak pe,awak bukan sapesape


awak mintak maaf
saya senyum je
saya kat saya tak kesah
awak blnja saya clubbing

tak romanticnya~

tapi best~

saya dapat bunga
tak tahu sape pengirim

awak nampak,awak terus blah!
saya panggil awak
tapi awak tak toleh
awak terus jalan
saya cuma nk bgtahu awak yang

awak!kereta tu!!


saya kejar awak
saya tolak awak
saya nampak kereta tu betulbetul depan saya
kalau sempat saya nk bgtahu awak



awak!saya sayang awak!!


tapii.....

WELCOME TO MY LIFE

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabs you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be okay!

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like
What it’s like!

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

18 December 2008

DUAN


SAYANG DUAN.N IM SORY.
dahla duan,tkpayah laa nk touchingtouching nii,iye.nnti kau dtg KL aku pujokk kau,HAHAHA.btw,
i'll waiting for you. :)

17 December 2008

STEPMOTHER




hngout with them <3>



chatting with billy and fareez




jam: 11.10 minit malam
lokasi:depan komputer
status:online :D

malam yang indah untuk ber'chatting'.HAHAHA,tiba2.
tet..tet.(bunyi alarm kete unser WLT7866)
sah bapak dah pulangg.tapii,nape awal sgtt?ckp esok?aduss,cmnee plan aku esok?
anak: "nape ayahh balik awal??"
ayah: "sbb ayah ade kejee kat sini tadi,so,balikk jelaa umah sini,g packing baju sekarang,esok kau dok umah ibu dulu baru g umah nenek"
anak:(dgn kecewa) "ok"

_____________________________________________________________

jam:9.00 pagi
location: umah ibu (gombak)
status: duduk diam
KEESOKKAN HARINYA



anak 2: "ayah,killa nk kuar.g mid."
ayah: "mintak duit kat ibu"
ibu: "kau bawak adik kau sekali"
hek'elehh,killa nk kuar cmtuu jee dia cakap?aku,?bukan main nk bagai lagii dia bebel.sial betul,bukan aku mintakk duit dia pon!(perasaan terguris).papejelaa,jnji plan aku bolee jalan.gombakk pon sng sikit nk gerak KLCC.call fufu laa,nnti bole aku gerak ngn dia.

___________________________________________________________
jam: 2.30 minit petang
location: pavilion
status: bersalaman dgn budak FLOCKS dn jalanjalan



hii, fify,hi eyma,hi siti,hii liyana (budak FLOCKS tk kenal sgt) :)
ok ok.nnti jumpe lagii bye,
jalanjalan
(dikedai roxy) hi ishaaa.
nisaa. :D (dia tk cam aku)
its too late to apologozi..its too latee..~(ringtone hndset)
"hello edy?,kau kt mane?okok.kau tngu situ,jp lg aku dtg ngn fufu,aku dh nmpk syazwan dr ats, aku kt atass jee."
sembangsembang ngn edy&syazwann.gelakgelak.bulibuli.
its too late to apologozi..its too latee..~(ringtone hndset)

"KAU KAT MANE NI HAA?KAU BALIK SEKARANG,DISEBABKAN KAU!SI KILLA TU DA PANDAII JADIK KUTU RAYAU MCM KAU,!APSAL KAU NAK AJAKK DIA BUAT BENDA CAMTU?"
"ehh?mane adee,dia dgn mmbe dia laa,saya ngn mmbe saya.yg ibu nk marahmarah ni kenapa?lagipunn kan dia da bgtahu nk kuar tadi?"
"HABIS,YANG DIA DITINGGAL ADIKNYA SORANG TU KENAPA?SEBELUM KAU DATANG SINI TKDEPUNN DIA NK KELUARKELUAR CMNII????"
"alahh,dah janjii dia dgn kawan dia harini.nk buat cmner?"
"AH,TAK KIRE,KAU KENE ADE KT RUMAH DALM MASA SEJAM DARI SEKARANG,KALAU TIDAK,SIAP KAU!!!!"
bye fufu,bye edy,bye syazwann.
:(


inilahh mak tiri aku,anak dia punye salah,nk blame kt aku.
wtf?
aku baru jee hngout ngn diaorang tk smpaii satu jam?
mnyesal aku dtg sini,tapii nk g umah nenek punye pasal.akan ku turut.

________________________________


jam: 4.30 petang
location: umah ibu (dah balik dah!!)
statuss: online



boring.semua busy.semau sombong.semua tklayan aku execpt BILLY ITEK n FAREEZ SON OF ZAINAL.
haihh,mngila je!
_______________________________


bapak aku balik keje,terus membebel dekat akuu jeee?
dia nk pendekkan masa cuti aku dipendekkan mnjadi 1 hari 1 malam.
WTF??
hal kecik jee aku rase?takkan nk pisah kn aku ngn nenek?
pttnye bapak aku tk kasi aw,pstuu bile ptg td aku dtg umah nenek kjap
dia tgk aku rindu nenek sgt,tros dia ckp
tido laa sini malam ni.
thanks nenek
miss you so muchh!


15 December 2008

THE THINGS THAT YOU SHOULD KNOW

original text from nisa**
original text from mynn*


When you break​ her heart​ - [ the pain NEVER​ reall​y goes away ]


When she misse​s you - [ she'​​s hurti​ng insid​e ]

When she says its over - [ she STILL​ wants​ you to be hers ]

When she repos​ts this bulle​tin - [ she wants​ you to read it ]

When she walks​ away from you mad - [ Follo​w her]

When she stare​'​​s at your mouth​ - [ Kiss her ]

When she pushe​s you or hit'​​s you - [ Grab her and don’t​ let go ]

When she start​'​​s cursi​ng at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she ignor​e'​​s you - [ Give her your atten​tion]​​

When she pulls​ away - [ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst​ - [ Tell her she'​​s beaut​iful ]

When you see her start​ cryin​g - [​​Just hold her and don’t​ say a word ]

When you see her walki​ng - [ Sneak​ up and hug her waist​ from behin​d ]

When she'​​s scare​d - [ Prote​ct her ]

When she lay'​​s her head on your shoul​der - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steal​'​​s your favor​ite hoodi​e - [ Let her keep it and sleep​ with it for a
night​]​​

When she tease​'​​s you - [ Tease​ her back and make her laugh​]​​

When she doesn​’t answe​r for a long time - [ reass​ure her that every​thing​ is okay ]

When she looks​ at you with doubt​ - [ Back yours​elf up with the TRUTH​]​​

When she say'​​s that she like'​​s you - [ she reall​y does more than you could​ under​stand​ ]

When she grab'​​s at your hands​ - [ Hold her'​​s and play with her finge​rs ]

When she bump'​​s into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh​]​​

When she tells​ you a secre​t - [ keep it safe and untol​d ]

When she looks​ at you in your eyes - [ don’t​ look away until​ she does ]

Stay on the phone​ with her even if she’s​ not sayin​g anyth​ing

DON'​​T let her have the last word

​​DON'​​T call her hot, But Gorge​ous or beaut​iful is soo much bette​r

Say you love her more than she could​ ever love you

Argue​ that she is the best girl ever

When she'​​s mad hug her tight​ and don'​​t let go

When she says she'​​s ok don’t​ belie​ve it, talk with her

becau​se 10 yrs later​ she'​​ll remem​ber you

Call her at 12:​​00am on her birth​day to tell her you love her

Call her befor​e you sleep​ and after​ you wake up

Treat​ her like she'​​s all that matte​rs to you

Tease​ her and let her tease​ you back

Stay up all night​ with her when she'​​s sick

Watch​ her favor​ite movie​ with her or her favor​ite show even if you think​ its stupi​d

Give her the world

Let her wear your cloth​es

When she'​​s bored​ and sad, hang out with her

Let her know she'​​s impor​tant

Kiss her in the pouri​ng rain

When she runs up at you cryin​g,​​ the first​ thing​ you say is;
"​​Who'​​s ass am I kicki​ng today​ baby?​​"

05 December 2008

BESTIE or BACKSTAB?

didnt belive it when u could do this to me.mcm sial kan bile bestie sendiri tikam belakang.yah!thats situation happen to me.seriouly,mmg we all tak kenal lama sgt,dlm bout 3 month like that.but we all mmg rapat la.pegi gig samesame,hangout samesame.aku da anggap kau cm kakak ponn ade.aku TERKEJUT&SEDIH tahap gaban bile bestie aku lagii sorang ni inform kat aku.(aku tknak petik nama dia).
i dun hve a reason why her could do this to me?yah,dia mmg rapat sikit ngn exbf aku.so,dia cm bajet(aku tkpkse mngunakan ayat ini) dia tahuu semua cerita pasal aku laa?please laa bie.aku sayang ko gile babi tahu?if kau nk sebarsebarkan pon,datang.face to face ngn aku bie,aku tk maluu nk cite ngn kau kakak ku sayang!hati aku kecewa lebih dari aku putus cinta.aku harapp.lepas bie baca semua nii kau bole explain kat aku,but if kautk dtang explain lagi bagus kan?aku tknak keadaan kite semakin complicated sayang.aku REDHA bile aku tahu kau yang buat.kau org kedua yg buat aku cmnii bie,serious bie.


KAU KAWAN AKU TERHEBAT
SETELAH KAU BUAT AKU CAMNI AGAK MENCACATKAN PANDANGA HEBAT AKU KAT KAU
TAPI.
YOU ARE STILL MY GREATEST BESTFRIENS SAYANG.
ILOVEYOU MORE THAN WORD